beat #32 - jasmine [proverbs, day 5] (Thursday, May 9, 2013 / 10:27 PM)
Proverbs 5: 21-23
"For a man's ways are in full view of the Lord, and he examines all his paths.
The evil deeds of a wicked man ensnare him; the cords of his sin hold him fast.
He will die for lack of discipline, led astray by his own great folly."
Proverbs 5-7 are stanzas of wisdom literature dealing primarily with the problem of adultery.
I guess, as an unmarried lady, the case of adultery does not quite apply to be on such specific terms yet, but I do think that the root cause of adultery resonates deep.
Adultery is a case of a "lack of discipline."
In fact, much folly can be attributed to a "lack of discipline"
for wisdom is inherently rooted in the practice of discipline.
Am I disciplined enough to abide by the boundaries I have placed for myself?
Am I disciplined enough to hold on to the values that I believe in?
Am I disciplined to press on toward what goals and purposes despite being painfully discouraged and discontented?
Am I disciplined enough to do the right thing, even when every fibre of my being is rebelling and craving instant gratification, and personal satisfaction?
The answer is no.
I am not.
I am not wise enough yet to be able to do these things.
But I am a wise-lady-in-training, and as I grow I will build the muscles of my discipline, and I will learn to stand firm, to fear the Lord and to walk in paths that are in the light.
God you see my heart, you see my struggles and my frustrations… you know my deepest disappointments…
Strengthen the sinew and the cords, to frame a heart and mind strong enough to do your will, for your glory.
