beat #58 - jasmine [proverbs, day 31] (Sunday, June 2, 2013 / 9:03 PM)
i'm finally at the end of proverbs.
i've been putting off proverbs 31 for a while, because I know what takes up the greater chunk of it...
i've never really enjoyed the way the Proverbs 31 woman is waved in the face of all christian women as a standard to be.
but i won't go into that.
the one thing i will go into, is v.30 which says,
"Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised."
As a woman, there are many things of value to me.
As a woman, I am given value of some sort.
Those two sometimes end up in tension with each other.
My prayer is this, that I don't forget that fear of the Lord is true wisdom, and wisdom is of value to me.
I pray that things of value to me, give value to who I am too, and not take away value.
It is difficult to write about this passage.
Maybe I have too much that I hold against men... to properly begin to dissect this passage.
Father, I thank you for your grace.
Those words do not come close to what I mean, but thank you for accepting them anyway.